I should not get lost in your eyes.
I should not look at them.
They are charming, sweet and deep...
I should not try to look cool when the only thing I want is to look at you.
I should not want to be better because of you,
How about me, myself and I?
I should not think of you first thing in the morning and last at night.
I should not like your arms and wonder how a hug would feel in them.
I should not talk to you.
I absolutely should not, specially when I just expose myself when I do.
Specially because I do not know what to say.
Specially for I will not get what I want.
There is no point.
I should not have to focus very hard on the ceiling or the background.
I should not listen to your voice inside my head.
It is insane!
I should not picture you wherever I stare at.
I should not day dream of the maybe- what if- I wish it would be...
I should stop this.
I should have done it before.
I should do it right now.
I should not feel this bitter-sweet emotion.
I should not hope, not plan, not pretend.
I should not let you know.
I should not write it here or there.
I am feeling fake!
I should be sorry.
But I am not.