Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Deseo . Alex campos

Decode. Paramore

Hey soulsister. Train

Ojalá . Silvio Rodriguez

I can’t help falling in love with you. UV40

Beautiful eyes. Naked brothers’ band

Better in time. Leona Lewis

I caught my self. Paramour

La chispa adecuada. Heroes del Siencio

Nada valgo sin tu amor. Juanes

And the extra :Pah Pah Pah Aykin. 

Day 10 – Someone who came into your life unexpected and made an impact.

I am not sure about this, I mean, there have been many people coming and going in my life. Almost all have been important for me. But many people have changed my life just through knowing that they exist.

I would like to write about many people,  but, I am sorry I cannot.

There is one special person who came unexpectedly to my life. Her name is Aigerim Omarbekova. She is from a place far from my country. It's name is Kazakhstan.  We did not have any friends in common. We just got together in a web page. I did not though I would find a person so friendly, kind and willing to be my friend without knowing each other first. And it happened to me. It feels very good!

Our friendship is just amazing, at least for me. We started to be friends in a very important moment of my life. I just started to realize how big the world is. I was making relevant decisions about what to be, how to be, what to think and believe in, figuring out the role I wanted to play in life.

We wrote each other for a while, trying to get closer, and suddenly, one day, we talked in a video conference through internet.

From that day now, we have talked a lot, and we have become quite good friends, we have supported each other, and exchanged a lot of ideas and experiences.  This friendship has made me be a better person, friendly and comunicative, keeping my mind open to new things, but it also has helped me to try, to trust, to value everything in life.

I never though it would happen to me, and I am glad it did.

I do want to go to her country one day, and I want her to come here, too. It’s is going to be a big time !

And I just ask God to give me time to enjoy his blessings, to enjoy this world He made for us…

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

well, I just want to be happy.

Of course, that happiness need to be produced by health, money (not whealth, necessarily, just to have the money I live for being ok, for traveling, supporting my family, keeping on studying, etc), and love. I want my family, my parents and siblings around me, even my big family, mu cousings and all the staff... I want them to be ok, as I am ok. 

I want to have a good job, where I can feel comfortable, learning, progressing, improving, and earning what my job and I deserve. Success is very important. 

Fortunatelly, I have chance because of what I studied. It may open many doors and opportunities to me. Besides, I want God to lead my steps, to make my way before me. If He is with me, nothing can be wrong, even when it is dark, He is going to be with me, as He has done, and I just trust His words. 

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Well, Actually there have been many moments when I have felt satisfied with my life...

When I got a very, very good result in the ICFES.

When I participated in the Church theatre company.

When I got my diploma from high school.

When I entered to the university.

When I got the highest results in some English final tests.

When I lived alone on my own for almost three months.

When I earned my first wage working on what I studied for.

and so, and so...

what I'm want to do is to describe how I felt... This feeling is just like a joy nobody can take out from you. It is like if nothing can put you down. Of course it does not mean I felt like almighty, no way. But feeling in control of how to feel, of the ways your life is going through, loving what you do, like hopeful... It is worthy. 

Besides, there is also the joy of my loved ones. It is really amazing to see people interested in your well fare, your success. For instance, my family. They deserve to get happiness because of me. My friends, my teachers... It is cheering for you to do the things in the best way, to see you are growing up  and being able to live this life, to face up any situation that can come suddenly, and you are able to overcome it and keep on playing. That is it.

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Not at all.

According to that, I am virgo. But I do not think of it. It does not fit my personality at all. For me, zodiac sign is just a lie we believe in. I think there are facts that fit our personality in different things. But not the zodiac sign. We are free to choose how to be. We can make our way everyday as we like. We make the decision to behave in some ways, to act in this or that way, to believe or not, to accept what others say about us, or to be what we want.

Day 06 - A photo of yourself and write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Well,  30 interesting things about myself…

I will start saying that I am a kind, collaborative, creative, positive and happy person.  I love cooking, especially noodles, deserts, and meat… I usually talk a lot, but I also enjoy being alone sometimes. I also can be silent for a while, but it does not mean that I am bored or sad… I am just checking what is going on, and reflecting on how I can be better, or just relaxing. I am not very affectionate, but when I say to someone that I love him or her, I really feel like I do it. I try to be a good friend. I am loyal,  sincere, and whole hearted. I totally dislike putting out others, or causing troubles and pain. I always try to do what I have to do on my own, without importuning others.  I enjoy living in a city, but I enjoy being in the countryside for a while, breathing, walking, listening to the wind, the leaves, and the water… I like listening to music, watching movies, and reading books. I am an open-minded person, and that makes me be flexible and easy-going when I have to deal with other people. I laugh a lot, but when the situation requires me to be serious, I can be… actually I am very serious… I like learning a lot from others’ ideas, culture, experiences and ways of life.  I like watching the stars at night and it would be great to study astronomy one day.  I like being with friends, no matter where, when or what for. I really love travelling and knowing different places. I would like to study medicine, since I consider I would be an excellent doctor; I am not scared of blood, I have enough curiosity and courage to face a surgery or any other disease, and the most important is that I would help others to  live in a better way. I like mathematics, music, humanities, history, and geography.  I like helping and listening to others. I appreciate others’ efforts.  I really commit myself with the things I get to do, and when something is very interesting for me. I like humanity/global issues, like nature preservation, human care affairs, global peace and so on.  “I just want to live my life while I am alive”, since life is very short to waste time crying or waiting for things that are not worthy. I can seem a little absent-minded, but I usually catch the little details, remember the things nobody does, and value the Little things.  I try not to care about what others think or say. I trust what I feel, and try not to judge people before knowing them. It can sounds difficult to believe, but it is very hard to me, to think bad of someone, even when I know that he or she is not a good person, because I have faith in people, in a better world, in happiness and peace. it is rare that I do not like someone just through looking at him or her; maybe I can feel some energies, but I try to give the rest of the people a chance to show who they are. I can be a little upheaval or rebel in some occasions, but it is always because of a fair reason. I do not like to stay quiet while others’ rights are broken. I can not endure unfair situations, I do not want to be silent when others are suffering… and for this reason, I try to be a better person everyday, to overcome my weaknesses and to correct my mistakes. 

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Actually, I am agaisnt suicide. I have not though about hurting myself in that way... I mean, after dying, there is nothing left for us to do... what if we regret of that in the last moment?

"La muerte es la solución para todos los problemas, y el único problema que no tiene solución"

"Death is the solution for any trouble, but it is also the only trouble that has no solution"

Life is not always perfect, like a bed of roses. Besides, roses have thorns. But those thorns do not take roses' beauty away. Life is like a branch of roses. It is beautiful although it hurts sometimes. But it deserves to be lived. No one asked for coming here to live. But now we are here and going back is not an option.

Nobody said it would be easy. Nothing is easy at all. But we are to try, to enjoy, to cry, to laugh and grow up. Life is not what we want, but life brought us until here. There should be something for everyone of us, like a purpose. There are very many things to be experienced by us.

It is obvious that we all have particular kind of troubles each one. Sometimes it feels like the own problem is the biggest and there is not solution for it. Maybe there are more than just one problem aroun us; but I think that the problems we have are the zise we just can overcome; that can explain why some people suffer with some things that seems easy going for others, and some face up situations that we can see impossible to surmount, and we get astonished when we see them getting better! It is like if everyone has the acid test he or she is able to endure.

Everybody suffers. Today someone may be ok, but tomorrow, even in a second, every single detail can suddenly change. There are lots of possiblities around us. Nobody has happiness for granted, and the most important thing is that NOTHING IS FOREVER.

That is what makes living such a challenge, such an adventure trip... Anything can happen. It is the risk we are expossed to... The risk of living is getting in love of life, then you won't want to die, after all.

What I want to say is that, since we are alive, we should try to enjoy, try to learn, try to do something, but not to let life pass away without any contribution by our side. There is always something else to do...

Besides.... Burials are very expensive, so, if you do not want to cause more problems, think it a little bit more... After dying, the problem is for the people who remains alive... they will have to pay... :P