How I feel right now

I did not write here for such a long time !!! 

Well, in this very moment I am just in the middle of a doorside... Finishing something and trying to start something else... Time is running thin, Six years ago I was asking my self what I was going to do...and I though that when I got that answer it will be right, and it was, but now I am here again, asking the same question: What am I going to do now? I'm more scared than the last time, but also now I am more open- eyed and minded, so I got many more options for getting the answer. However, I am very exited about what is coming up soon for my life.  Well, this is it. My life is not a chaos, but I got to make some important decisions again. My closest friend in the world is still waiting  for me to get myself together... I told him to get a sit. I'm a little upset but, what to do? Everything passes away in this life. No more !!